Today started off great. I came to work on Saturday as I normally do, put a smile on someone's face and possibly gave someone else a brighter look at his life.
Typically, this is what I do. this is my job. When I leave work, I'm a mother, and that, above all is my first priority.
I love being a mom. It's magical, and though sometimes, it gets tough, I wouldn't change my life for anything.
And so, what I would like to do now, is leave work. Drive around, maybe window shop and be alone with my own thoughts. I would like to unplug from everything for awhile and just be ME!
MAYRA! Just get in touch with ME! Not that I don't appreciate my life. Or that I don't appreciate all my blessings.
I told my coworker yesterday, that all she needed to do is roll the windows down, turn up the music and sing or cry, whatever came best to her.
My friends, I think I need to do the same.
It gets hard, when one wants something, NOW ! And we're supposed to be patient, but we aren't patient beings. And we're supposed to pray on it, But we're inpatient. and we Don't know why things happen the way they do! All we know is that we want what we want when we want it and we get disappointed when we don't have it!
I wish I had some remedy for that. But I don't . All I can say is be patient and it will come. "If you build it, they will come" "Good things happen to little girls who wait".
How soon is now?
I was on Pinterest earlier and I saw quotes about disappointment. The more and more I looked at them, the more and more I could relate to them. But the truth is, that being sad/mad about certain things, isn't productive. It doesn't help to get mad at certain things. Why am I going to let my funky mood mess up someone's happy mood?
I'm just going to shake it off and keep moving forward. That's what I'm going to keep repeating to myself until eventually I numb the pain and things get easier to cope with.
If this post doesn't make sense to anyone. I'm sorry. Writing helps me. It's therapeutic for me. I can ramble and ramble on for hours. but I'll end this post here.
Remember to smile.
Remember not to judge, because you never know what the other person is going through
And remember not to frown too much because you never know who is falling in love your smile =)
Have a good weekend loves.
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